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A Minivan Chasing a Motorcycle
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| It's my birthday on Sunday |
[20 Aug 2008|11:18am] |
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Does anyone have a kinda big picture of a Ben autograph that includes a stick piano? It's for a tattoo. Thanks.
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[20 Aug 2008|11:09am] |
The girls all look the same
The girls all look the same
so
you gotta give me hope
and get me on my feet again
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| Some hurricane this was. |
[20 Aug 2008|12:54am] |
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Nobody says anything interesting anymore.
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[18 Aug 2008|11:23am] |
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Girls.
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| ten pianos and a choir led by jared reynolds. silly. |
[15 Aug 2008|08:49pm] |
But the song makes me cry.
Cologne
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| I am almost all of those things. |
[15 Aug 2008|05:10am] |
Shall we kiss on the lips
Or will I say that I'm sorry?
That on any other day of the week I would have asked you back
But tonight I'm a mess
And I'm afraid that you'll worry
And it seems so easy to tell myself that, tell myself that
Tell myself that's true
But I hope it's fooling you
'Cause I tried to decide to be good when I'm lonely
But doo doo doo doodoo doo doo doodoo, I can't
When this day is full of things that bring out the worst in me
And we're both aware that I can't help but stare, but stare at you
Can't help but stare at you
And all I need is time
To grow up, to grow bored, and to grow wise, but
You're so, you're so beautiful tonight
As stories go, I don't know
I could be your anticlimax
I could disappoint you slowly but surely
And you won't know 'til you try
'Til you dare to waste your time
If I could be the anticlimax of your life
So can we sit side by side and talk about nothing?
Well, any excuse is all that I want right now
And I'm charmed and entertained by all of the strangest things
Hey, you are one
Come do your worst, but kiss me first
Then do your worst to me
Oh, 'cause all I need is time
To grow up, to grow bored, and to grow wise
But you're so, you're so beautiful tonight
As stories go, I don't know
I could be your anticlimax
I could disappoint you slowly but surely
And you won't know 'til you try
'Til you dare to waste your time
If I could be the anticlimax of your life
As stories go, I don't know
I could be your happy ending
I'm a long shot at the best of times
But then you never know, stay and see
How you might be waiting for me
And stranger things have happened and see, happened and see
Happened, we'll see
All I need is time
To grow up, to grow bored, and to grow wise, but
You're so, you're so beautiful tonight
Oh, you're so, you're so beautiful tonight
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[11 Aug 2008|04:12am] |
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Everything is just ok.
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[31 Jul 2008|10:19am] |
This morning I asked myself, "Keith? What happened to your Radiohead fanaticism?"
Well, it kind of fizzled when my Ben Folds fanaticism came about.
"You're behind on it all!"
What do you mean?
"You don't play piano very well, but you play the guitar ok. And you haven't learned to play either of your favorite bands' latest releases."
So this morning, I put a stop to all of this talking to myself and I learned how to play most of In Rainbows. I think I win in this scenario, but in reality, no one wins.
No one.
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| This still happens. |
[31 Jul 2008|12:09am] |
( The anti-life equation )
That's too much knowledge for the human brain to contain.
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| I'd like to answer your question. |
[30 Jul 2008|05:36am] |
oh, words. Can't write 'em here.
EDIT: If you didn't want to talk to me, you should have just said so. I would have left you alone.
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| Yep. |
[28 Jul 2008|10:57am] |
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[26 Jul 2008|02:57am] |
Batman R.I.P. is supposed to change the future of the character forever. Specifically, it means "the end of Bruce Wayne as Batman."
Once it is finished in November, (I think that will end Grant Morrison's run as Batman writer also,) a new Batman miniseries is scheduled called "Batman: Cacophony."
Here's why it's special.
It's written by Kevin Smith,
and drawn by Walt Flanagan.
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[23 Jul 2008|09:23pm] |
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One thing I really like about my apartment is that I can sit down in the shower for a whole hour and not run out of hot water.
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[23 Jul 2008|04:49pm] |
I met a couple of really great people last week. Actually, I already knew one, but I had a lot of fun doing not very much, which is one of my favorite things to do, and everything fit together very nicely. I'd like to see them more,
but
I have been asked not to. I wish I could explain why, but I don't understand the reason any more than you do.
So what do I do?
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| USA! USA! |
[23 Jul 2008|12:22am] |
Dennis Kucinich has succeeded in getting his Presidential Impeachment Hearing on the congressional docket for this Friday. Congress will be addressing only one of his 35 articles of impeachment. Not any of the articles that would remove the president or the vice president from office, just one that says they've been bad.
Jut in time, too! Whew.
Thank goodness we're taking care of this before anyone caused any real damage!
Who's going to watch it with me on tv? Wait. What? It's probably not going to be covered? Aww nuts. Really? I can't even watch it zoom by on the tickers at the bottom of the screen?
Oh, America.
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[21 Jul 2008|05:36pm] |
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My cat just made my room smell terrible and now I have to leave.
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| Oh, don't stop reading now! |
[21 Jul 2008|01:28am] |
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My brain does not function on the same level as everyone else's, socially. I'm sure people don't know this, and to them it's all down to quirks that come and go as I'm able to hide them. But I can't wrap my mind around....I am unable to be anything but earnest without great, great effort when it comes to my feelings toward any person. I don't pick up on non verbal cues, I find it difficult to read between lines. My affinity for language has been my only saving grace since I learned to read. I find it unnecessary and juvenile to say one thing and mean another, and it's hard for me to imagine any grown person using "tests" or "playing games" with another. You can explain the concept to me over and over, but I'm never going to accept your reasons as valid. What's my point? I'm not sure. I just feel like I haven't addressed this before. Every moment of interaction with other people requires my concentration. This is why I take so long to choose words sometimes. The only time I can speak quickly is when I'm treating conversation like a word puzzle, or a game of wits. Crowds bother me because there is too much information for me to process, and it all becomes a vague, hostile blob. This is especially true in places that are loud and dark. There's more, but it would sound more and more like making excuses. See? It doesn't go away as you get older. It only becomes easier to cover up. Most of the time.
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| It's been bad lately, but...it's always bad. |
[20 Jul 2008|12:13am] |
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WORDS!
and drugs.
I should go to bed. I've got work in the morning.
Either really cute or really creepy. That's me all over.
Girl stuff makes me crazy.
Makes me babble on the internet like a child.
I feel like I'm in suspended animation, but my mind is still going.
Figuratively.
My thoughts are circling around the girl I want. The girl I REALLY want. Not the other girl.
The important one.
Anyway. My thoughts circle around her. But I cannot act. See? Stasis. Suspended bullshit.
Wait for her.
I'm waiting. I'm good at that.
What I'm not good at is hiding the turmoil that happens to me while I wait.
We both have to be ok on our own before we can be t o g e t h e r.
The problem with that (I found the problem) is that in order to be ok on my own,
I have to stop waiting.
By the time we're both ok on our own, what if it's too late? I fear it will be. It may already be too late. It might have been too late in the first place.
Maybe if I'd done something back in high school, everything would still be ok now.
The other problem with that is I don't care. I want her to be ok AND with me. Not one or the other.
Will she ever think of me the way she did?
Will she ever want me again?
My hope is that she will. My fear is that she won't.
I feel like I've been very clear and very candid. (And very selfish.)
I called to check up on her. So...
She knows my feelings haven't changed.
Does it make a difference to her?
Or will I be her best friend for the next ten years and then have to move several states away to work up the courage to tell her I never stopped Loving her?
I'm raving.
Sorry.
Goodnight.
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[16 Jul 2008|01:32am] |
Ben Folds
Way to Normal
POST
PONED
New date: Sept. 30th.
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[08 Jul 2008|02:26pm] |
Amanda Palmer's album is called "Who Killed Amanda Palmer?"
Ben Folds' album is called "Way to Normal."
They both come out on September 16th.
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